Apprehension
(continued from previous blog) …It’s later and I’ve been a little upset lately about moving. I’ve been very nostalgic about my small town for the past few days. Last week was the first time in a while...
View ArticleLittle Black Dress
The room buzzes and I feel the sweat that has stuck itself to my face. I carry my black stilettos lazily in my right hand, my left hand draped comfortably in your arm, as it’s been there a million...
View ArticleMom
I am bitter and I am angry. The wind howling outside reflects the storm inside me, biting, twisting, gnawing to get out. Pure blind fury. My mom is in the hospital battling Crohn’s disease, as she has...
View ArticleI’m a Riser
Last night I had a dream that my mom gave Misty (my dead cat) away while I was away somewhere. I was sobbing in the dream, so hurt and pained, angry with my mom for ever thinking she would give away...
View ArticleI’m Going Where You Are
This weekend I watched two coworkers get married, and it was a weird, surreal experience for me. Phoebe was always so independent, and she never wanted to be in a relationship. As far as I know, she...
View ArticleUnity
I’ve moved (finally). Here I am in West Chester. And boy was it hard to get here. Things fell so quietly into place with Andrew and I finding a house, working my fingers to the bone until the day that...
View ArticleBeast of Beauty
The beast is back. I’m disappointed in myself, but it’s back. Jealousy. Andrew has been at a bachelor party for the weekend, and I haven’t handled it as well as I would have hoped, considering how far...
View ArticleMagical Yellow Room
Well nice to see you again. It’s hard to break through the fuzz of the day to set some time aside for myself to do anything, much less write what I want to. Even now I’m distracted by the thrum of the...
View ArticleSoul
She dreams of the black and white crisp of art in a hotel room, Of the last drop of red in a crystal glass. Of trails at sunrise and days spent free. She chopped her freedom for trends, her Indian...
View ArticleEchoing Desires
Sometimes you hold back with everything that you can until the need just explodes right out of you. For as much as I fought the idea of having sex that night, from our routine foreplay to what would...
View ArticleThe Loneliness Comes in Waves
Twenty-four almost twenty-five. My grandmother just turned 80 today. What a crazy time. I’ve been having some feelings. In the midst of this pandemic, these dreams have been killing me. One, two,...
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Coronavirus 4.25.2020
Hi all, Given all that’s going on in the world, I figured I should probably document what’s going on in the world in some way/shape/form. Though realistically if a true apocalypse happened, the...
View ArticleShade of the Tree
“The one who plants trees, knowing that he will never sit in their shade, has at last started to understand the meaning of life.” ~ Rabindranath Tagore I think about this quote quite often. I don’t...
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